PR vs CS

haiz...
last semester...
confuse with broadcasting & public relations course...
now again...>.<
confuse with public relations & chinese studies...
sien...=.=

why my uni. life so complicated one...
since graduated from HIN HUA...
then go taiwan...after 3 months back m'sia...
then choose UTAR...
then choosing course also...
arrrggggg...
hmmm...really need to think properly...
cannot simply choose choose...

i got chinese basic...but not so well...
english basic not so good...need to learn again...
i know if i choose PR..its hard for me...
i know myself level...its a challenge for me...
that time choosing course when taking foundation...
my first mind is i want to communicate with people...
because i like to involve with peolpe...
so i choose PR...
but after i know PR is very important in essay writting...
need well know of english...then i start to afraid...
not saying that i want to study this course,
then i sure can handle it & study it well...
its also need some technique also...
but the basic technique is english, i also cannot handle it well...
always need to ask people this and that...
because do not understand the meaning...
its good that i go and ask people, but uni. life is not same...
not every people that you meet will act polite with you & teach you also...
i know it when study at taiwan...
can self study, but hard luh...for me lah...
i will quite scare that...
no mood study when see lots of word then do not know the meaning...
sien loh...>.<
study one journal maybe need few days...

hmm....so that i start to think about chinese studies...
i know CS also not that easy...
need to do alots of report & assignment...
but at least...i can study & write it myself...
but then also need read many books as well...
same with PR...is just that the language not same...
hmm...do not know...
maybe i done my secondary school in independent school...
so that i feel chinese is more familiar to me...

another different is the fees...
PR need 6.1k...CS need 5.8k...
quite weird...why PR so expensive geh...=.=

hmm...
the transfer course form took already...
but still haven make up my mind...
my dad ask me if make up my mind then go ahead...
i know he agree me if i take CS...
if not...why he sent me to HIN HUA study eh...
he let me do the decision...
then feel warm luh...
my family & friends so support me...
thank you. =)

要重新开始接触英文，
还是要传承六年的中文教育？