Christmas Gift *specially for him*

*心意*

他用木块DIY组合成的相框，

有创意，

有温馨的提醒&留言，

看在眼里，暖在心里。^^

呵呵~~~

他买的 Herbalife营养补助品，

我会照顾好自己的。

尤其是我的痘痘脸！>.<

i will say NO to spicy & salty food de!

hmm... :)

框框时间表~酷狗音乐~清理电脑~唱K~等。。。

*眯眯眼+腼腆的笑*想和他说声 : 谢谢你！^^

还有。。。不好意思唷，

不小心发现的笔记本。

希望会继续作记录~

哈！:P

徘徊

再次的，他哭了
都是那些无心的言语
而我，是慌的

第一次的流泪，
也是我那轻轻的点头
而他，是感动的

其实
在他心目中的我。。。我应该知足的

我不该过于坦白？只要他爱我就好？
我一直在寻找许多的借口来安抚自己
真的可以么？
不知道，我怕下定论
所以一直在正负两面徘徊

当下的我
会以考试为重
这是现在应该做的
我要告诉自己，要理智得处理每件事

坚信着他的出现绝对是我该珍惜的。。。

*花*

记7月3号，晚。。。


在拉曼 PD Block 011收到你送的第一束“真”花！

虽然在当时的气氛下，

没有很感动，

但很开心咯！

呵呵~

谢谢哟！^^

我会带它去金宝作“干花”陪我的！

哈！

累！

开学有两天了，
就已发生还蛮多事下的，
统计来说只有一给字...累！

-科系转组，PR转CS，
-会有新来的室友，
-交通的转变，
-天气的变幻莫测，
-吃饭的时间乱乱来，
-校园的大只好走走走，
等等等！

最后只好说，
习惯就好咯！

*忆起*

今早，
骑脚车去学校兜了一圈，
迎风而来的感觉，
时快时慢的速度，
让人觉得蛮舒服...

虽然阳光很普照，
但还是习惯就好，
在这不晒黑都难噜...>.<

可能现在还处于假期，
所以车与人流量不多，
但开学后就不同吧...
骑车技术要加强，
不然很容易发生车祸耶...

骑脚车上学的感觉，
让我忆起在台湾的校园生活...
一来，
由于学校大，
二来，
宿舍离学校很近，
三来，
现在大家都提倡环保，
减少空气污染，
所以常用脚车来代步...

呵呵呵~
学生在那也是骑车上学校的，
与这金宝的情景也是没差啦，
差别与天气而已...
要不就冷；要不就热，
还是一样...
习惯就好！
Get used to it~

PR vs CS

haiz...
last semester...
confuse with broadcasting & public relations course...
now again...>.<
confuse with public relations & chinese studies...
sien...=.=

why my uni. life so complicated one...
since graduated from HIN HUA...
then go taiwan...after 3 months back m'sia...
then choose UTAR...
then choosing course also...
arrrggggg...
hmmm...really need to think properly...
cannot simply choose choose...

i got chinese basic...but not so well...
english basic not so good...need to learn again...
i know if i choose PR..its hard for me...
i know myself level...its a challenge for me...
that time choosing course when taking foundation...
my first mind is i want to communicate with people...
because i like to involve with peolpe...
so i choose PR...
but after i know PR is very important in essay writting...
need well know of english...then i start to afraid...
not saying that i want to study this course,
then i sure can handle it & study it well...
its also need some technique also...
but the basic technique is english, i also cannot handle it well...
always need to ask people this and that...
because do not understand the meaning...
its good that i go and ask people, but uni. life is not same...
not every people that you meet will act polite with you & teach you also...
i know it when study at taiwan...
can self study, but hard luh...for me lah...
i will quite scare that...
no mood study when see lots of word then do not know the meaning...
sien loh...>.<
study one journal maybe need few days...

hmm....so that i start to think about chinese studies...
i know CS also not that easy...
need to do alots of report & assignment...
but at least...i can study & write it myself...
but then also need read many books as well...
same with PR...is just that the language not same...
hmm...do not know...
maybe i done my secondary school in independent school...
so that i feel chinese is more familiar to me...

another different is the fees...
PR need 6.1k...CS need 5.8k...
quite weird...why PR so expensive geh...=.=

hmm...
the transfer course form took already...
but still haven make up my mind...
my dad ask me if make up my mind then go ahead...
i know he agree me if i take CS...
if not...why he sent me to HIN HUA study eh...
he let me do the decision...
then feel warm luh...
my family & friends so support me...
thank you. =)

要重新开始接触英文，
还是要传承六年的中文教育？

*热*

来到金宝后，
大致上全部东西都 ok 的...
但是hor...
这边的天气hor...
就是很.恨..狠...痕..."熱"...>.<
每天都要洗两次澡...早晚各一次~
hmm...haiz...
只能说...
习惯就好咯！=)

"惊喜"

昨天约10.30am出发，中途...爸,妈和我在 bidor 吃午餐...
约1.30pm到金宝后，就去KT Management Office 办理入住手续...
去到房间便立刻打扫...收拾后便上网...
ah qian 与esther 也陆续到达，爸妈也继续起程往penang去...

不久有个傻佬再次问我宿舍的地址，我觉得有点奇怪...
但也不以为然，就给他咯...
过后约7pm，我和esther 走下楼要看餐单叫外卖，
突然看到有辆taxi 停在对面家，车上的乘客好眼熟呢...
呵呵呵~两个傻的竟然一起搭巴士从巴生过来，
由于不熟路线，还被折腾了一整个中午，
帮我们环绕UTAR金宝一周...走呀走的~
还好他们找到目的地，还算傻不完...哈! :P

hmm...说真的，我很开心！很高兴！！觉得很sweet哟！！！ ^^
原本他们要给的惊喜，最终还是被我们发现啦~
虽然没有"惊"，但有"喜"咯！嘻嘻~
第一天来到陌生的地方有他的陪伴...陪我聊天呀~
还帮我download software...叫我注意这的，提醒我小心那的...
我不会嫌他烦的，只会觉得他关心我...很贴心~
即使陪我的时间不多，但我已觉得满足了...

想对他说：Dear...谢谢你！^^
我们一起加油吧！

New Challenge

Tomorrow going to kampar...
that's mean I pass my sam 3 Foundation...but the CGPA really ngam ngam pass neh...>.<
get 2.0214...hmm...very lucky...=)

Move to Kampar,
staying outside alone...everything need to do it myself, handle it myself...for me, it's not that hard~ but hope that every months can back home one times...haha~

beside that, need to maintain long distance relationship with him...always KEEP WARM!!! haha~ dont know leh...should be ok GUA~ >.<

register degree course -PR, quite nervous...hope that I can handle it...specially my english...>.<
need to guide myself & him to study!!!

hmmm...new place...new course...new challenge!!! opsss...and my new transport as well (bicycle)...XD
wish myself GOOD LUCK again~^-^v

*无奈*

刚爸进房内看到我又在做那样东西，
就对我说如果是做给人家的话，
人家也不会珍惜的啦，
叫我不要浪费时间，
叫我去帮忙照顾yuyu更好...照顾yuyu？我有帮忙叻...>.<
Zzz...我在假期麽，所以才会找些东西来做...不然也是无聊~
哈哈~但我知道爸为何不爽...不是因为这原因...XD
hmmm....不知道叻，就想做来送给人麽...
即使...东西送了给他, 那东西就是他的，
他喜欢不喜欢...他要丢要珍惜也是他人的事了...
最主要的是我要完成它, 不可以半途而废!
然后送到那人的手上, 我就开心料咯~呵呵~

过去...未来...

每个人有着不一样的过去，

不论是好的...还是坏的...

都已成为历史，

那是成长过程中的插曲，

从中学习，

从中得到启示才是重点,

过去了得已成为回忆，

但我们还可以掌握未来，

自己去创造，

决定未来的方向...

要相信自己，我可以的 ！

第一次。。。

今年十九的我。。。经历了许多的第一次。。。
从高三毕业后到台湾升学三个月，最后决定回来读，选择姐姐的大学-拉曼，也选读Foundation Course (PJ campus) ,拿PR degree course...

话说...
在sam 2 时，让我认识他，本来对他只是心存好感，没什么特别的，当时和他只有点点的交集罢了。。。不知何时开始，他慢慢地闯入我的世界。。。我也很奇怪的，没有设下重重的保护圈。。。一不小心的让他闯过了。。。

1月10日。。。
第一次和他吃肉骨茶(福建会馆)，然后去PJ...register sam3 timetable...

2月10日。。。
第一次和他,qian,sasa,wen,kun,adrian,ping,jie,esther,chew,jia...去sunway-圆,吃火锅...送我到家时，送我他100%亲手做的贺年卡...

2月23日。。。
第一次和他看电影-花田喜事2010...一起吃寿司，吃下午茶... 送他我亲手做的生日卡...

3月6日。。。
第一次和他看Utar Idol-semi final...吃晚餐...聊天...然后去 i-city 走走与拍照...

3月20日。。。
第一次，他带我去8号桥...看日落...拍照...吹口琴给我听...
再去setia alam pasar malam 逛逛...呵呵...介绍他吃番薯汤圆...
第一次在家请他吃红豆糖水...让他在我家沙发上小睡片刻...看到他睡时嘴角还微微地在偷笑...
他果然很"傻"...我们还是有聊了些我们的事...
陪我直到爸妈回家后他才走...走前还 act friendly 地帮忙拿东西...他那表情很好笑...

3月27日。。。
他再次陪我去Utar Idol-final...他看一会儿就说有事先走，叫我结束后和他说，
他会再回来...Idol 结束后我们和朋友去吃晚餐，但过后我们先走，他说有东西要给我看...
第一次去他的外宿，他叫我在楼梯口等下，不久后他出来要我闭上眼睛，
他牵着我的手带我进去，我坐在椅子上后叫我开眼睛，他亲手做张"我luv你" 的卡，
借用蜡烛的灯光照亮它，他拿着三朵巧克力花从后面走来坐在我旁，
问我愿意和他交往吗。。。这是他第二次的告白...过后...后......我点点头...
第一次他在我面前哭了，我弄哭他了...>.< *感动*......过后，我们到阳台那...
第一次他弹吉他边唱歌给我听....聊了许多...........................
第一次他抓着我手，其实那感觉很不踏实，不知为何....但我坚相信彼此的心...

他成功地闯入了我的世界，虽然觉得很不可思议，但的确那是真的。。。我的第一次耶。。。
呵呵...我们现在才是真正地开始,往后的还不知道，但我对这段感情的信心是他给我的，不然我哦也不会点头吧...
可以确定的是我很开心可以遇见他....谢谢他喜欢我，疼我，哄我....*珍惜*....^.^

result info...

i took my result yesterday from UTAR officer there....

luckily that she told me , i still can continue my study...

but this sam @ CGPA must get above 2.0~
then today i also go office there ask Ms.Melissa...to confirm my status...
she answer me just same like the officer said...

hm...i think that i can make it...oh...no....is i must make it also....>.< sien=".="">.<

i must open my ears,eyes and my brain also during the class....
hope that i can make it~^.^

school reopen...

i went one U shopping mall with dad and mom yesterday...
it's because they wanna buy walker to my house BB,name called yuyu~hehe...what a cute baby~
love her much...>.<
but finally we got bought one pink color walker for her...cost around RM 127...
hm...the price not cheap also...the walker can be roller also...quite usefull d~
hope yuyu will like it...^.^

beside that...after we went to one U...
go uncle mike house there have dinner then go PJ 修成林...
mom every year will go there 转运...hm...because 年十五 is coming...
hope last year all the bad things gone away,then all the good things will come, in the coming year...
the ceremony started at 9.30pm ...end at 11.30pm...
after the ceremony i got make a wish...hehe~hope my wish will come true...^.^

tomorrow is school reopen ...
it is the time switching my mode and mood also...
hm...can't imagine that tomorrow go officer there to get my result...
and ask that what am i need to do next step...appeal..?? get higher marks in this sam to cover it..??
haiz.....................>.<
i really scare this kind of feeling...don't know what will happen....things that i can't control it...
but i really thanks that my friends,chee keen can fetch me back home after class...
i think that he already fetch me during this 3 sam of foundation,if include this sam 3 also...
really thank you to him...he is a nice guys but quite quiet ...hope that got more topic with him...
if not ...hm...quite diam in the car...:P

yaya~later will stay at brother house setia alam there...
really hope that tomorrow everythings will be fine....^.^

new sam..new life...new hope...

new sam wanna begin...sam 2 d result not gud at all...
got 2B & 4D...luckily don't got F...but the CGPA is 1.8...haiz....>.<
In sam 3....i need more hard working on my study, can't let other things influence me again...
must CONCENTRATE on study...hope this will always keep in my mind...:P
after reopen , need to find Ms.melissa settle down this problem...hope it will be fine...
then can start mine degree course in this year ....
really wish me GOOD LUCK~^.^