过去...未来...

每个人有着不一样的过去，

不论是好的...还是坏的...

都已成为历史，

那是成长过程中的插曲，

从中学习，

从中得到启示才是重点,

过去了得已成为回忆，

但我们还可以掌握未来，

自己去创造，

决定未来的方向...

要相信自己，我可以的 ！

第一次。。。

今年十九的我。。。经历了许多的第一次。。。
从高三毕业后到台湾升学三个月，最后决定回来读，选择姐姐的大学-拉曼，也选读Foundation Course (PJ campus) ,拿PR degree course...

话说...
在sam 2 时，让我认识他，本来对他只是心存好感，没什么特别的，当时和他只有点点的交集罢了。。。不知何时开始，他慢慢地闯入我的世界。。。我也很奇怪的，没有设下重重的保护圈。。。一不小心的让他闯过了。。。

1月10日。。。
第一次和他吃肉骨茶(福建会馆)，然后去PJ...register sam3 timetable...

2月10日。。。
第一次和他,qian,sasa,wen,kun,adrian,ping,jie,esther,chew,jia...去sunway-圆,吃火锅...送我到家时，送我他100%亲手做的贺年卡...

2月23日。。。
第一次和他看电影-花田喜事2010...一起吃寿司，吃下午茶... 送他我亲手做的生日卡...

3月6日。。。
第一次和他看Utar Idol-semi final...吃晚餐...聊天...然后去 i-city 走走与拍照...

3月20日。。。
第一次，他带我去8号桥...看日落...拍照...吹口琴给我听...
再去setia alam pasar malam 逛逛...呵呵...介绍他吃番薯汤圆...
第一次在家请他吃红豆糖水...让他在我家沙发上小睡片刻...看到他睡时嘴角还微微地在偷笑...
他果然很"傻"...我们还是有聊了些我们的事...
陪我直到爸妈回家后他才走...走前还 act friendly 地帮忙拿东西...他那表情很好笑...

3月27日。。。
他再次陪我去Utar Idol-final...他看一会儿就说有事先走，叫我结束后和他说，
他会再回来...Idol 结束后我们和朋友去吃晚餐，但过后我们先走，他说有东西要给我看...
第一次去他的外宿，他叫我在楼梯口等下，不久后他出来要我闭上眼睛，
他牵着我的手带我进去，我坐在椅子上后叫我开眼睛，他亲手做张"我luv你" 的卡，
借用蜡烛的灯光照亮它，他拿着三朵巧克力花从后面走来坐在我旁，
问我愿意和他交往吗。。。这是他第二次的告白...过后...后......我点点头...
第一次他在我面前哭了，我弄哭他了...>.< *感动*......过后，我们到阳台那...
第一次他弹吉他边唱歌给我听....聊了许多...........................
第一次他抓着我手，其实那感觉很不踏实，不知为何....但我坚相信彼此的心...

他成功地闯入了我的世界，虽然觉得很不可思议，但的确那是真的。。。我的第一次耶。。。
呵呵...我们现在才是真正地开始,往后的还不知道，但我对这段感情的信心是他给我的，不然我哦也不会点头吧...
可以确定的是我很开心可以遇见他....谢谢他喜欢我，疼我，哄我....*珍惜*....^.^

result info...

i took my result yesterday from UTAR officer there....

luckily that she told me , i still can continue my study...

but this sam @ CGPA must get above 2.0~
then today i also go office there ask Ms.Melissa...to confirm my status...
she answer me just same like the officer said...

hm...i think that i can make it...oh...no....is i must make it also....>.< sien=".="">.<

i must open my ears,eyes and my brain also during the class....
hope that i can make it~^.^

school reopen...

i went one U shopping mall with dad and mom yesterday...
it's because they wanna buy walker to my house BB,name called yuyu~hehe...what a cute baby~
love her much...>.<
but finally we got bought one pink color walker for her...cost around RM 127...
hm...the price not cheap also...the walker can be roller also...quite usefull d~
hope yuyu will like it...^.^

beside that...after we went to one U...
go uncle mike house there have dinner then go PJ 修成林...
mom every year will go there 转运...hm...because 年十五 is coming...
hope last year all the bad things gone away,then all the good things will come, in the coming year...
the ceremony started at 9.30pm ...end at 11.30pm...
after the ceremony i got make a wish...hehe~hope my wish will come true...^.^

tomorrow is school reopen ...
it is the time switching my mode and mood also...
hm...can't imagine that tomorrow go officer there to get my result...
and ask that what am i need to do next step...appeal..?? get higher marks in this sam to cover it..??
haiz.....................>.<
i really scare this kind of feeling...don't know what will happen....things that i can't control it...
but i really thanks that my friends,chee keen can fetch me back home after class...
i think that he already fetch me during this 3 sam of foundation,if include this sam 3 also...
really thank you to him...he is a nice guys but quite quiet ...hope that got more topic with him...
if not ...hm...quite diam in the car...:P

yaya~later will stay at brother house setia alam there...
really hope that tomorrow everythings will be fine....^.^

new sam..new life...new hope...

new sam wanna begin...sam 2 d result not gud at all...
got 2B & 4D...luckily don't got F...but the CGPA is 1.8...haiz....>.<
In sam 3....i need more hard working on my study, can't let other things influence me again...
must CONCENTRATE on study...hope this will always keep in my mind...:P
after reopen , need to find Ms.melissa settle down this problem...hope it will be fine...
then can start mine degree course in this year ....
really wish me GOOD LUCK~^.^